friendship :)

Hmm..tdi aku termimpi kawan2 aku , aku mmpi kami semua , ni first time aku termmpi semua membe2 aku ada..aku rindu sgt2 dekat janah..hmm aku rindu nasi lemak  cik N aku byk dpt pengalaman bila dok sana , ana ,atin ..hmm.. bila nk lepak sekali lagi tktau ?, ary, cyan , poen, mat , oja , piu ,paiz walaupun aku besa  sepak teloq hg hmmm sorry k hahaha..hmm..bila kita nkp cari hantu lagi tktau ?haha..geng  gaban ,apet ,nazreen ,toyol ,cimok wlaupun aku duk maki dia mcm2 tpi aku rindu dia jugak ,dulu kita p mna semua sekali noh tpi aku ingt lagi weh aku dgn wawa kna buang keja sebb hmpa ! hahaha.. tpi duk dgn hmpa lh benda terindah dlm hidup aku ,hmpa memng rare lh wei !hmm..bila kita nkp jogging lagi ? bila kita nkp mndi bukit wang lagi ?bila lh aku nk merasa kena tauk dlm air lagi ? bila nk mkn bomble lgi..hmm walaupun dlu org dok kta kt aku mcm2 lh tpi aku tetap bt tktau sebb hat org duk kta tu tkkenai hmpa mcm aku kenai hmpa , hmpa tk macam laki lain , hmpa tkamek kesempatan dekat perempuan , keh tu aku rpt dgn hmpa , aku syg hmpa , tpi bila jdi mcm ni ? aku mcm tkleh terima jaa..mana geng kita hat mcm dlu? Tksalah kita berubah tpi perlu ka kita tamatkn persahabatan ni ? serius satu minit duk dgn hmpa hilang seribu masalah..tpi laa? Semua pakat berubah dh..hmm..yelah makin besaq kn ? mna ada msa nk enjoy mcm dlu lagi ? setengah bz dgn kerja setengah belajaq ? pakat2 cerai dh , geng hmpa cerai sama lah mcm geng kami cerai..hmm..serius aku kta sumpah aku rindu hmpa  kot aku mcm tkmau terjaga dri mmpi tu ja..ya lah aku boring tdk dpa honestly , they are part of my life , tdk depa tadak gelak ketawa dlm hidup aku , hmm...walaupun kami dpt byk cabaran tpi kami tetap sekali , walaupun skrg kita 3 but that doesn’t mean we have to give up..hmm..yeahhh..i’m really miss our first moment that was amazing in my life , however , we’re still smile , laugh , and sharing our story together..aku rindu hmpa semua L....rindu tkterkata sgt2...dear wawa , puteri what are you doing now ha ? i hope both of you always happy and laughing..because that can make me always peaceful , i want you know that where i stay i always remember both of you..because you all special in my life but some people said that best friend hard to find now , but it difference to me , best friend in my heart now that is you liyana najwa and puteri muliati !!! act i also miss faiqah , but hmm..i try to accept our fate...FAKE TRUE FRIEND IS THE MOST SUCK IN THIS LIFE K..and PRETEND BE MY OWN TRUSTED FRIEND IS REALLY THINGS THAT I HATE IN THIS LIFE BECAUSE  THAT DOESN’T MEAN WE’RE NOT SINCERELY WITH OTHER..hmm..i try to be understanding friend but it was not enough right ? i hope we’re not lonely if we  have problems because we still have friend that TRUST US ..

FRIENDSHIP IS REALLY AMAZING IN THIS LIFE It  CAN’T BE COMPARE WITH ANOTHER RELATION..

Aku tkmau kita gadoh lagi k ? ingt janji kita k ;) kita nk masuk universiti sama2 , nak kawen kn anak2 kita nnti tengoklh kalau anak hg kaya dlu k :P hahaha just kidding..kita akan tunjuk kt semua org yg perkenalan kita yg paling lama , walaupun dpt batahan dari keluarga , org sekeliling yg tksuka kita berkawan tpi kita semua tetap bersatu sampai lh semua sekarang parents kita dh okay dgn friendship kita, aku nak kita jdi contoh kt org lain yg halangan dari keluarga  bukan maksud kita harus tunduk tpi kita bangkit dn buktikn yg persahabatan sgt penting dlm hidup seseorg ;) love both of you  things that i really appreciate...i wanna our daily life is full with love only k

this memories is so perfect :)

moment :)

Hi , so long i did’t update blog rite ?well i’m little bizy now , this time i wanna to share with you all that no body perfect ni this world so must apprecite someone who care about us , because if we let go that people we can’t get a same people..boys has many attitude..sometime they caring but sometime their behavior like a puzzle , it so difficult to know who they are..i tried to be better that now i also just ordinary girl i need someone to take care about me , i need someone love me and i need someone appricite me as girl..but i'm scary for a relationship because i don’t want my heart hurt again , i don’t want died for a second time , i just want laugh and laugh , i don’t want cried for boy again , i don’t want look fool and dump..heart broken was so hurted , i don’t want  feel it again !i don’t want  fake smile , fake hapiness , i don’t want be alonely girl for second time , yes now i want looking someone who’s really want serious relationship with me..last year i play boy like a teddy bear my reason why i do that for boys because i hated boy ! boy did’t appricite girl , they thinks girl was dump but me ? you wrong ! what happen to my mum is enough to know that guys..they thinks girl cn’t be player ? i hurt their feeling but now i realize they were innocent , i cruel ! i think all boy are same but now i know some boy are kind.. 2011 i try open my heart for somebody but i’m wrong , i fool , i didn’t apprecite him and when he go away from my life,that day i was dead ! my soul was missing my heart was died for a long time but i try to caring on my life and finally i can wake up my spirit..i can forget him and i can hated him..i don’t want be stupid again..this year i wish what is happen in my life cann’t be second time..this year i don’t want sad thing happen in my life , i want start new life , new attitude , new person ! insyaallah i can.. nothing imposible in this life , because we breath just once and we stop breath just once also.. we can died anytime but we don’t when ,where and why we died..act this life ia fair just human cn’t appricite it..some human just let hand to their destiny , but they wrong what is happen to  us not because destiny it cause us cnn’t apprecite ourself..i know my knowlegde is not enough to give advices for ourself but at least i try to be better than before , i changed my life because now i understand what is life..life teach me to be better than before and realize im not young anymore.. i feel  like a bird can fly anywhere and i feel happy because i still have family that love me also my friend who always maked noisy and their joked is enough for i laughing everyday..our moment  that thing i can’t forget ! because loved them as my sibling..thanks because be my friends Jnow i can face the problem clamly..i really grateful now i have everything thanks because they , my life was perfect , without them i’m just ordinary girl and now cann’t pretend that im happy because im really happy , i also does need pretend that i strong but act i really weak i can’t solve my problem i just let hand my problem and now alhamdulilah i can face it not all problem  can settle with angried. now i learn from that thing had done! Now I DONT WANT IN MIDST OF RELATIONSHIP AGAIN !i want my daily life will enchanting.the most important thing i don’t want be parasite for my friend again Jplease forgive me  if  i hurt ur heart , im really sorry if before this i always underestimate you all..in deep my heart  i really sorry..please give me second chance L